The door slams, his vocie booms.
He's home.
What will it be this time?
Money, me, mom, chores, or the other kids.
Chores!
Dishes not complete.
He yells, he screams.
He says we will not eat.
Go to bed, go to bed.
You're sleeping on the floor
no blankets or pillows
or you'll be out the door.
I say make me, with out food I will not go.
You have the count of three
One... two...
I do not move
A pencile
A kick
Then the water, warm and wet.
I yell Stop! then the punch
1...2...3...4...5...6....
I am wet and I'm sure his head hurts.
MOM!
She can't help you.
Fed up through the years and the tears.
No, but a phone call
911
He's drunk, I'm wet
Can you send someone?
I'm shaking, mom's crying
Minutes pass, seconds tick
Lights flash
A knock at the door
I tell my story of what happened before.
Question after question
Hour after hour
A card passed
Good byes said
He disappears from sight
No contact since Wednsday night.
School as normal
Can't think, don't want to
All I want is sleep.
Social worker come
I tell my story again.
Put him in counseling so we san go back to normal.
Normal
No
Never again.
He's lost his power
Fear!
Attorney's called
Court on the 4th.
Will things be normal then?
No.
Fear, no longer his power.
Now
Money!
Mom needs his money if we are to keep are house.
This where his new power lies.
He will not provide as long as I reside.
seven monthes over many unhappy years.
My obligation, so my family can survive.
A new house and new rules.
Thanks to me they will not suffer.
For them I give
He has his power.
Court day
ruling is, he can come back
Only he is back
I'm gone.
To Bay Shore
To live with my grandparents.
To be normal no more
No, never again.
Enough was enough.
But was it worth it.
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